..Ruined..

[neveryurs]

It's almost gone now
It rises and rises till its up in the clouds
Fading to my vision
My heart is left with one small incision
Bruising my soul
Left with an after taste that gets so old
Thoughts of a love so rare
The desperation will be too much to bare
Jealousy and rage overcome my mind
Hopefully they'll fade over time
I'm forced to feel like I can't deal
Not knowing whats a lie and whats real
Around my love a haze of doubt will stay
Just waiting and waiting for someone else to betray