It's been a while...
So it has been a while since I last updated. And SO much has happened.
a. I found out that on August 20th, I am having a baby! Go me. LOL. Actually I am really very excited about this. I am gonna be such a great mommy, I have had a good teacher.
b. I broke up with Justin. Yes, two weeks ago, I broke up with him. I have had it with his crap. I am done putting up with his drug usage and his HORRIBLE memory. And don't think I am a bad person for being mad at him over his memory. He has a memory like that BECAUSE of all his drug useage and I don't have to deal with it anymore! I am way better than that. My baby and I deserve so much better than the person he is, and the father he will be. I would rather my baby not have a father at all then to have him as a father. I don't care how bad that sounds, but thats how I feel.
c. I am now being stalked. Not really though. Justin just keeps driving by the house and freaking me out. I told him on Friday that I was busy and I had to work, and about half an hour before I left for work he called and asked why I hadn't left for work yet. I was like "OMG." That is really creepy. And he threated suicide the other day. And he still claims that he was serious and all that. I told him that you don't tell a prego lady stuff like that. He is like putting his life on my hands, and I already have my own and my babies lives on my hands, I don't need his. Thats way too stressful. Ya know? So we haven't talked since yesterday and he hasn't called or anything. Satuday he called 7 times in a row, and I didn't answer, cuz I was scared. There is a little more to the story but I am too lazy to type it.
Yeah, thats about it.
Melissa I have a question about this livejournal thing. I e-mailed it to you, maybe. On myspace!
Justine
a. I found out that on August 20th, I am having a baby! Go me. LOL. Actually I am really very excited about this. I am gonna be such a great mommy, I have had a good teacher.
b. I broke up with Justin. Yes, two weeks ago, I broke up with him. I have had it with his crap. I am done putting up with his drug usage and his HORRIBLE memory. And don't think I am a bad person for being mad at him over his memory. He has a memory like that BECAUSE of all his drug useage and I don't have to deal with it anymore! I am way better than that. My baby and I deserve so much better than the person he is, and the father he will be. I would rather my baby not have a father at all then to have him as a father. I don't care how bad that sounds, but thats how I feel.
c. I am now being stalked. Not really though. Justin just keeps driving by the house and freaking me out. I told him on Friday that I was busy and I had to work, and about half an hour before I left for work he called and asked why I hadn't left for work yet. I was like "OMG." That is really creepy. And he threated suicide the other day. And he still claims that he was serious and all that. I told him that you don't tell a prego lady stuff like that. He is like putting his life on my hands, and I already have my own and my babies lives on my hands, I don't need his. Thats way too stressful. Ya know? So we haven't talked since yesterday and he hasn't called or anything. Satuday he called 7 times in a row, and I didn't answer, cuz I was scared. There is a little more to the story but I am too lazy to type it.
Yeah, thats about it.
Melissa I have a question about this livejournal thing. I e-mailed it to you, maybe. On myspace!
Justine