all i am, is drama.
lots of people are sick today, or just stayed home. i was sick/ stayed home, i miss claire. i want to see claire today. i most likely can't tho, damn parents. she does make everyday at school better. mabey the kids that i got to school with may not think she is my best friend, but she is, and i hope she will be forever.
i had a dream about him, about him coming over, about him and me seeing a movie, a dream about marrying him, but mostly just about him. it was, i think about the best dream ever. i talked to him today. our conversation lasted for about 10 min, it was short, but great.
i have noticed that he doesn't want to have anything to do with me. i never call him anymore or even have an actul conversation with him. we never chill anymore. i ask him if he wants to chill, but he doesn't say anything. i still think its because i am only 13, fucking age. my mom use to say "no boys over and you can NEVER go to a boys house." now she is sayin yah sure he can come over, fuck. even if he doesn't like me, i would love to hang out with him. seeing him from a distance would put a smile on my face.
he once called me his best friend <3. i would so love to be his best friend. we would chill all the time. we would see movies together and talk about everything. the last time i saw him was like two weeks ago. that is sucha long time.
claire told me that her and jared were talking about me and him. they were sayin that me and him are perfect for each other. they couldn't figure out why he doesn't like me. they were sayin that i like his music, i like the way he dresses and i dress the same. we have so much in common. i am sweet and very adorable. i say sweet things and i care about him more then anyone else. i love him and i am devoted to him. they couldn't figure it out, now that i think of it i can't either.
i had a dream about him, about him coming over, about him and me seeing a movie, a dream about marrying him, but mostly just about him. it was, i think about the best dream ever. i talked to him today. our conversation lasted for about 10 min, it was short, but great.
i have noticed that he doesn't want to have anything to do with me. i never call him anymore or even have an actul conversation with him. we never chill anymore. i ask him if he wants to chill, but he doesn't say anything. i still think its because i am only 13, fucking age. my mom use to say "no boys over and you can NEVER go to a boys house." now she is sayin yah sure he can come over, fuck. even if he doesn't like me, i would love to hang out with him. seeing him from a distance would put a smile on my face.
he once called me his best friend <3. i would so love to be his best friend. we would chill all the time. we would see movies together and talk about everything. the last time i saw him was like two weeks ago. that is sucha long time.
claire told me that her and jared were talking about me and him. they were sayin that me and him are perfect for each other. they couldn't figure out why he doesn't like me. they were sayin that i like his music, i like the way he dresses and i dress the same. we have so much in common. i am sweet and very adorable. i say sweet things and i care about him more then anyone else. i love him and i am devoted to him. they couldn't figure it out, now that i think of it i can't either.