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k soo...
yesterday i texted joe & he told me he wanted me to go there
so i did. at 5.
and i watched him just clean up the party area he just had
and then i watched him work behind the food stand for like 3 hours.
sure, it was really boring
but i was seeing him.
i would do anything just to SEE him
i can't see him right now =(
he got off at 9.
we went to go to Paneras for our 2 months
it wasn't fancy at all
i really wanted to go some where really fancy
but we had like 2 hours [we thought at the time] to be out
& we wanted to..you know
any way so i barely ate my food & he barely ate his food.
we're aneroxic.
then we go drive the 1st place where we..you know
& like some kids are walking by the car and they see us make out so walk by our car again
and my pants are off
so...
then we were like fuck that
and drove around for a parking spot but didnt find so we just went back to the other spot
and had amazing...you know
like AMAZING.
any way...then we drove around
we we're gonna do it again
and then some girl kristy calls him..she had texted him earlier
and she's like all flirty with him
and when he's like i'm with my girlfriend
she's like ooooooooooooooooooooooooooh.
i wante dto fucking kill her
then she was like..we'll we're at corey's with a bunch of girls
& i wanted to know if you wanted to go.
my heart broke when i heard that
my heart completely broke
i wanted to cry but i held it in
we got to the 2nd place where we...you know
& i said i don't wanna do it.
and he knew something was wrong
so we parked & i said
i think we should break up
& started crying
and he started crying
then we made out & i'm so in love with him
i just really hate the fact that other girls wanna hang out with him
and joe's fucking hot
so i KNOW they wanna be more than friends with him
we went back to his houseee...
cuddled & watched titanic
and we talked about a lot of stuff
and touched each other all over
& tried stuff on each other
i love him =)
then i felt sick
like my stomach or abs or whatever were KILLING me
and i wanted to die it hurt bad
so we fell asleeeep together =)
yay
and woke up at 7
but i stayed in bed till 7:30
then we left and got bagelsss
and then you know...
then drove around for like 5 minutes
and he left
and then got lost
and came back
and left again
i miss him so much
if i think about this weekend
i cry
coz i miss him so damn muchhhh
we're going to junior prom & seaside =)
i get my dress tomorrowwww
i miss joe...
sigh
i'm pretty sure he's picking me up on the 21st
yesterday i texted joe & he told me he wanted me to go there
so i did. at 5.
and i watched him just clean up the party area he just had
and then i watched him work behind the food stand for like 3 hours.
sure, it was really boring
but i was seeing him.
i would do anything just to SEE him
i can't see him right now =(
he got off at 9.
we went to go to Paneras for our 2 months
it wasn't fancy at all
i really wanted to go some where really fancy
but we had like 2 hours [we thought at the time] to be out
& we wanted to..you know
any way so i barely ate my food & he barely ate his food.
we're aneroxic.
then we go drive the 1st place where we..you know
& like some kids are walking by the car and they see us make out so walk by our car again
and my pants are off
so...
then we were like fuck that
and drove around for a parking spot but didnt find so we just went back to the other spot
and had amazing...you know
like AMAZING.
any way...then we drove around
we we're gonna do it again
and then some girl kristy calls him..she had texted him earlier
and she's like all flirty with him
and when he's like i'm with my girlfriend
she's like ooooooooooooooooooooooooooh.
i wante dto fucking kill her
then she was like..we'll we're at corey's with a bunch of girls
& i wanted to know if you wanted to go.
my heart broke when i heard that
my heart completely broke
i wanted to cry but i held it in
we got to the 2nd place where we...you know
& i said i don't wanna do it.
and he knew something was wrong
so we parked & i said
i think we should break up
& started crying
and he started crying
then we made out & i'm so in love with him
i just really hate the fact that other girls wanna hang out with him
and joe's fucking hot
so i KNOW they wanna be more than friends with him
we went back to his houseee...
cuddled & watched titanic
and we talked about a lot of stuff
and touched each other all over
& tried stuff on each other
i love him =)
then i felt sick
like my stomach or abs or whatever were KILLING me
and i wanted to die it hurt bad
so we fell asleeeep together =)
yay
and woke up at 7
but i stayed in bed till 7:30
then we left and got bagelsss
and then you know...
then drove around for like 5 minutes
and he left
and then got lost
and came back
and left again
i miss him so much
if i think about this weekend
i cry
coz i miss him so damn muchhhh
we're going to junior prom & seaside =)
i get my dress tomorrowwww
i miss joe...
sigh
i'm pretty sure he's picking me up on the 21st