i need a miracle.

Jan 20, 2006 22:16

my life is over basicly.

jeremy doesn't know if he's moving to Florida any more.

when he told me last night that was the only time i thought about it.
now i'm thinking about it again after seeing brokeback mountatin
& i'm crying.

i love jeremy.
i really do.
more than i ever loved any one and will ever love any one.
i can't stand this.

he was supposed to fucking see me this weekend.
but didn't make any effort to try to put together a plan.

if he's not going to make an effort to see me & he might not ever live close enough to see him alot...
what's the point?

the only reason we're still together is because we love each other.
but we never see each other & we might not be closer than 2 hours any time soon.

what do i do?

he said he was thinking of dumping me
but couldn't be with out me.
i feel the same way.
but it's so hard.
especially now that i don't know if we'll ever be close.
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