Computer Abuse

Sep 16, 2004 00:47

I have learnt from my mistakes but they are way too late for any help. My sheer neglect and laziness for the care of my computer have injured me and my pc a lot. But the damage it done and now I must salvage what remains. Defragmenting after defragmenting after defragmenting would only be my last hope for the revival, unfortunately due my stupidity, which my brother cares to remind me every other second, I had to press the 'delete' key many many times, expelling a lot that I loved, a lot of films and two very long anime series, one of which I finished a few months ago and one that had hardly began.

I take full responsibility... and a lot of disappointment. As my brother said, “if your pc was a child, you would be in prison by now,” luckily my pc isn’t alive and can’t be taken away from me, but lately today the notion of ‘sledgehammer-contact’ plummeting into my computer has been screaming loud images within my head.

I swear this can’t be good for my blood pressure. Yes, add salt to the already infected wound why don’t you! I already know tis my own fault!!

I also spent a number of minutes coping and pasting my precious ‘Cella Dor’ into my gmail/walla accounts to have, at least, a back up of it. I was seriously afraid of my “precccciiiiiousssss” suddenly vanishing due to my negligence and idiocy. So for the sake of all my hard work, blood, sweat, tears and many many depressing moments just to step into Cel’s shoes I wasn’t about to take that chance. I love this story too much to risk it all, especially when I am mere chapters away from finishing one of the most interesting stories I have ever created in my (nearly) twenty two years of life!!!

Anyways four more days and counting. Gah, I can't take this huge percentage increase in stress! And my Lord this song is so depressing… but I do love it completely…

>^-^< mew!

writing, pc, !public, rant, meh

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