mmm the stress..
So school has been really stressful lately. I have started taking clients. I have actually taken like six or seven already. It is sooooo stressful. I wake up every morning and have anxiety issues. Where i get sick and feel like crap all morning. I didnt know that it was anxiety at first. i thought that i was just sick all the time. I started to worry and then told my mom about it. Then we thought about it for a while and we thought maybe it was my birth control doing it. Making me dizzy, lightheaded and sick to my stomach. We thought maybe it was that my body was changing and it wasnt taking well with the pills anymore. But then i went to the doctors for a check up and to get more birth control and i thought about it on the way over and connected that it didnt happen on the weekends. I always feel great on my days off. So then I realized it was my anxiety issues with taken clients. I just worry alot that i am going to mess up on a client and they are going to freak out on me. i know that it is bound to happen in my career, but i want it to happen when i have had more experience. Eh just a nerve recking thing.. I do enjoy doing the clients when i get there and actually get started. Its fun..
So this Wednesday, I had two cuts.. I cut a mans hair first, and it wasnt bad. it didnt take long and he was really nice. Then i had a girls hair cut. It was easy cause it was a blunt cut. But the girl had a friend with her and they talked the whole time, and she wouldnt stop moving her head. So this makes it soooo hard for me. I spoke to her several times about staying still, but yeah right! So this cut took me forever.. Then finally i get done and i go to have my break. I get my apple juice out and go to open it.. I hear a pop in my hand, and then feel horrible pain.. I friggin tore ligaments in my hand.. From the cutting.. The apple juice was the last straw i guess! It hurts soo bad. I am still dealing with it.. But its getting better. So the doctor told me to stretch it before i cut or do anything at school with it.. Pretty much have to stretch my hand everyday before using. Which makes sense but erg... Cant believe it happened.. I learned my lesson the hard way..
Pretty much my whole life is school right now..
So this Wednesday, I had two cuts.. I cut a mans hair first, and it wasnt bad. it didnt take long and he was really nice. Then i had a girls hair cut. It was easy cause it was a blunt cut. But the girl had a friend with her and they talked the whole time, and she wouldnt stop moving her head. So this makes it soooo hard for me. I spoke to her several times about staying still, but yeah right! So this cut took me forever.. Then finally i get done and i go to have my break. I get my apple juice out and go to open it.. I hear a pop in my hand, and then feel horrible pain.. I friggin tore ligaments in my hand.. From the cutting.. The apple juice was the last straw i guess! It hurts soo bad. I am still dealing with it.. But its getting better. So the doctor told me to stretch it before i cut or do anything at school with it.. Pretty much have to stretch my hand everyday before using. Which makes sense but erg... Cant believe it happened.. I learned my lesson the hard way..
Pretty much my whole life is school right now..