the grass growing through his ribs was tall enough to hide his bones.
xbadtzzmarux: and its like if you come off with that nervous shy thing people will walk all over you
and it's like, why is he right? i can't help certain aspects about me. about how i am, act, talk. i've tried to disregard that, and i find i say very, very dumb things. possibly this is just a time issue, things that i get over eventually. it's stuck with me long. i upset others, and i suppose i've just got other things i need to focus on, to ignore and bury, knowing everything always resurfaces. knowing everything i've been told about attraction, interest, anything related is complete truth and more so retarded. putting on acts is stupid. it's what i get for attempting to best human nature and...
meh.
ugh..
and it's like, why is he right? i can't help certain aspects about me. about how i am, act, talk. i've tried to disregard that, and i find i say very, very dumb things. possibly this is just a time issue, things that i get over eventually. it's stuck with me long. i upset others, and i suppose i've just got other things i need to focus on, to ignore and bury, knowing everything always resurfaces. knowing everything i've been told about attraction, interest, anything related is complete truth and more so retarded. putting on acts is stupid. it's what i get for attempting to best human nature and...
meh.
ugh..