the day you slipped away
I think this is it.
the breakdown of the century.
what would happen if I just gave up? because my head really hurts.
I'm sorry everyone thinks its easy for me, that my future is all planned out.
Try sitting alone in your room, silently shoving the tears back down your throat because you don't want to hear that you are overexaggerating again. you're so emotional.
My father never loved me. My grandpa did, but he's dead. My grandma hates me for hating my father. My brother is a child with a child and I can't carry on a conversation with him. My mother and stepfather are preoccupied with work and anything else, excluding her youngest child who screams for help. I have no other relatives. I can count on one hand the people who I consider genuine friends of mine.
Dont talk to me about a fucking support system.
what would really happen if I just gave up? to tell you the truth, I don't like being a leader of people who do jack all, I don't like doing homework, I don't like being number one, I don't like people making fun of my race or nationality, I don't like setting an example, I don't like math, I don't like having my own opinions (which are usually different from the rest), I don't like meeting deadlines, I don't like everything that I've become. And I wish to myself every night that someone else would take my place in this world.
the breakdown of the century.
what would happen if I just gave up? because my head really hurts.
I'm sorry everyone thinks its easy for me, that my future is all planned out.
Try sitting alone in your room, silently shoving the tears back down your throat because you don't want to hear that you are overexaggerating again. you're so emotional.
My father never loved me. My grandpa did, but he's dead. My grandma hates me for hating my father. My brother is a child with a child and I can't carry on a conversation with him. My mother and stepfather are preoccupied with work and anything else, excluding her youngest child who screams for help. I have no other relatives. I can count on one hand the people who I consider genuine friends of mine.
Dont talk to me about a fucking support system.
what would really happen if I just gave up? to tell you the truth, I don't like being a leader of people who do jack all, I don't like doing homework, I don't like being number one, I don't like people making fun of my race or nationality, I don't like setting an example, I don't like math, I don't like having my own opinions (which are usually different from the rest), I don't like meeting deadlines, I don't like everything that I've become. And I wish to myself every night that someone else would take my place in this world.