am I standing still.
alright so lots of things have happened lately. the fridge dilemma has been handled. the tv dilemma has not. but maybe sometime soon. my father is an asshole who can go fucking die right now. I think I am finally happy that I am a senior. it was kinda hitting me hard before but now its like... ya know what, Im ready. I got my senior proof things. there was only one good pic which I happen to like so yay. sculptural arts....what to say about that. fuck it screws everyone up. I hate having to be in one room with the same people for such a long time. Im tellin ya, its not healthy. there was a surprise at school starting this week. it wasnt a good surprise. Im really happy with my improving tennis skills. I think the wall helps a lot. the whole varsity/jv thing is screwed up completely. I will never be a coach for anything in my life. Im in desperate need of the new sugarcult cd and the new nickleback cd. I feel like I could write forever right now. normally I have huge road blocks when I look at this thing but not tonight. maybe because I just watched the butterfly effect. it was a sickening movie but I really liked it. Im listening to all these songs that I havent listened to in forever. so many memories that will forever be imprinted in my mind. Im talking to JoN right now. I havent talked to him in forever and a day. it feels good. so I guess I should stop this considering Ive written a total of 3 sentences in the past 20 mintues.