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[neverthechosen]

today sucked. but..happy birthday matt.
yesterday sucked,
everything is sucking.
Scott knew i liked him,
and he still likes to talk about pidgen non stop,
as if rubbing in the fact that pidgen has him,
and i don't.
but yeah, christmas time makes me feel oh so miserable,
being surrounded by couples sucks balls on a major scale.
went to pizzahut today, and that was ok,
but i had to stop myself from crying when scott was on
about Pidgen.. sad as fuck aren't i?
i wore mostly brown today.
brown long sleeved top,
brown scarf& brown glove mitts.
Scott said i looked like a cup of coffee.
thanks.
i kissed amber,go me.
going plymouth tomorrow avec the becky's,matt and mostly likely
pidgen&scott.. oooh how fab.
don't get me wrong they're both my friends and ilove them
but, y'know?

and to top it off,
rob powell, the ex started talking to me earlier,
asking about how comes when i mentioned queen adreena,
in my myspace blog i didnt mention him,
and he got shitty saying we're drifted apart,
and he was saying that i'm worthless
and self destructive and he can't watch me pull myself
apart,
so basically, i think he's deleting me from his life.
yay another person to leave me.
gosh i'm just that cool.
i hope i found someone to snuggle with soon,
else i'll explode,
i seriously hate being alone.