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today was cool.
saw loadz of people.
saw jen & paynie, jen hasnt change abit, and paynies so small like jen!
got presents. which was cool.
and broke up with rob, i couldnt hack it. it didnt feel right.
i felt trapped, and strange and really down.
i didn't mean to hurt him but i have,
i'm just gonna wait, for that mr right to come along.
maybe then ill feel my heart in my eyes and know what i want.
text from rob i got just now:
rach. i dont hate u, however,
i seriously have 2 reconsider wherewe stand,
because i opened up 2 u bout my feelings
and thought u felt the same.
i love u as a friend and as u know have
very strong feelings 4 u on top if that
(which even i wouldn't go so far as 2 was love yet)
with that way we have been on msn the past 2 weeks
and the things we discussed i thought u felt
the same way.
i guess im just hurt that yet again becoming friends
with sum1 has gotten me hurt. im sorry u dont feel that way.
hope u find someone that cares as much as me when ur ready
xrobx
i've hurt him bad, i feel bad about that, but i can't help how i feel.
my birthday tomorrow, which is cool.
nicci's staying over.
and ann's coming up during the day, should be a nice and relaxed day.
i'm gonna shut up,
over and out.
saw loadz of people.
saw jen & paynie, jen hasnt change abit, and paynies so small like jen!
got presents. which was cool.
and broke up with rob, i couldnt hack it. it didnt feel right.
i felt trapped, and strange and really down.
i didn't mean to hurt him but i have,
i'm just gonna wait, for that mr right to come along.
maybe then ill feel my heart in my eyes and know what i want.
text from rob i got just now:
rach. i dont hate u, however,
i seriously have 2 reconsider wherewe stand,
because i opened up 2 u bout my feelings
and thought u felt the same.
i love u as a friend and as u know have
very strong feelings 4 u on top if that
(which even i wouldn't go so far as 2 was love yet)
with that way we have been on msn the past 2 weeks
and the things we discussed i thought u felt
the same way.
i guess im just hurt that yet again becoming friends
with sum1 has gotten me hurt. im sorry u dont feel that way.
hope u find someone that cares as much as me when ur ready
xrobx
i've hurt him bad, i feel bad about that, but i can't help how i feel.
my birthday tomorrow, which is cool.
nicci's staying over.
and ann's coming up during the day, should be a nice and relaxed day.
i'm gonna shut up,
over and out.