i need the smell of summer...
this is kinda late but happy new year.....i went to NYC for new years eve and i don't really remember much from 10pm on....just once i would like to see the ball drop in times square and remember seeing it.....this is all i do every year....the sad part is i don't think the celebration every really stopped...cause next thing i know it is 9am wednesday....i remember a few things i talked to some ppl, ate food, but mostly everything is a blur.... i haven't like that since the last cedar point trip....but atleast with that it was only a few hours i don't remember...we are talking about four fucking days...i have problems prob. cause i am thinking i won't have this much fun again i turn 20 in march and then 21 next year, the trill of underage drinking will die once i get it myself.i need to stop thinking this way, i do i really do......i am starting this year off like i did last year...unable to remember a damn thing..focusing is hard to do....now i all i have to do is lose a friend and everything will be like it was....i know i say this every year because i get bugged into it and i end up not doing it, to be straight edge, i am really gonna try....atleast until the first trip of this season...but that is gonna be like in May so if i can make it until then i would be so proud of myself...i need summer to come now, i am not as bad then because i am working 14+ hours everyday so i don't get time to do anything...i need school to start and end now so that i know summer is here...but it is so far...why do i feel so shitty......
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I, I always believed in futures
I hope for better in November
Try the same booth, same lucky numbers
It could be a cold night for a lifetime
Hey now, you can't keep singing endlessly
My darling, how long until this sun burns me?
Say hello to good times
Trade up all the fast lines
We close our eyes while the nickel and dime take the streets completely
I, I always could count on futures
And things would look up, they'd look up
Why, so hard to find a balance
Between living decent and the cold and real
Hey now, what is it you think you see?
My darling, now's the time to disgaree
Say hello to good times
Trade up all the fast lines
We close our eyes while the nickel and dime take the streets completely
Hey now, the past is told by those who live
My darling, what matters is what hasn't been
Hey now, we're wide awake and we're thinking
My darling, believe your votes can mean something
Say hello to good times
Trade up all the fast lines
We close our eyes while the nickel and dime take the streets completely
We close our eyes while the nickel and dime take the streets completely
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I, I always believed in futures
I hope for better in November
Try the same booth, same lucky numbers
It could be a cold night for a lifetime
Hey now, you can't keep singing endlessly
My darling, how long until this sun burns me?
Say hello to good times
Trade up all the fast lines
We close our eyes while the nickel and dime take the streets completely
I, I always could count on futures
And things would look up, they'd look up
Why, so hard to find a balance
Between living decent and the cold and real
Hey now, what is it you think you see?
My darling, now's the time to disgaree
Say hello to good times
Trade up all the fast lines
We close our eyes while the nickel and dime take the streets completely
Hey now, the past is told by those who live
My darling, what matters is what hasn't been
Hey now, we're wide awake and we're thinking
My darling, believe your votes can mean something
Say hello to good times
Trade up all the fast lines
We close our eyes while the nickel and dime take the streets completely
We close our eyes while the nickel and dime take the streets completely