blah blah blah blah
I responded with:
"Hey.
I've said it ever since the morning after, I'm sorry and theres no problem with me being friends with you again. I HONESTLY did not know you felt that way. Stacy, you are a flirt, theres no getting around it, its not a bad thing but its a fact. Therefore, when you flirt with a couple other guys at your party and you send out mysapce messages saying "I'm alone in a house come sleep with me", how am I supposed to distinguish that between you actually flirting with me because you like me? I didn't know you loved me, I didn't even know you felt this strongly about me. I made a mistake, I was selfish because I was in the fuck-everyone-else mentality at the time, but looking back, yeah, it was an asshole move.
One thing that bothered me was the whole posting up blog entries talking about it only to have all your friends who have never met me and who definatly DO NOT know me bashing me and Sammy. If anything this is between us three, not us three and all of your myspace friends.
Regardless, I accept your apology back. I'm in the middle of a busy week but I'll give it my best shot to give you a call tomorrow evening when I'm not studying.
-Stash"
She replied with blah blah blah:
"the myspace thing happened for one reason. (firt of all, i only have close friends on myspace, so it wasnt like people who didnt know u hated you, and obviously all of my close friends, or anyone who has ever even TALKED to me has heard of u at one point or another, because u are important to me). my friends were all wondering why i was upset (obviously, becuase thats not my natural state) and i didnt want to tell everyone. so i basically summed it up as i saw it, (remember that neither of u bothered to tell me ur side of the story, not that i really would have beleived it at the time). it upset me to talk about it, so i wrote it. i didnt brag on ur page or sammys, and i didnt post bullitens saying "COME READ MY BLOG COME READ MY BLOG!!!"
thats dumb, u know im more mature than that. so i hope that explained that.
i think u alwys knew how i felt.weather u want to admit it or not. u had to know i cared about you, cause girls like me, (and yes, we know what kind of a girl i am, the boy liking kind) are pretty much, out of sight, out of mind kind of people. if i dont see people, i dont care. i see zack, and have my little flings with zack when hes here, or when i go there. otherwise, we dont really talk. i dont call him, he doesnt call me. we see each other a couple times a month, and other than that, its fun and games. if i really care about someone and love them like i do you, then ill make a point of seeing them, and calling them, and wanting to visit them.
which by the way, i was at mizzou for three days and really wanted to call u and visit, but didnt. thats why this whole " not being friends with you ever again" really isnt working out for me. and i dont know how ur happy there, its a very small place, and the people are no where near as cool as me and the guys ever were.
back to what i was saying, i really do hope u knew before then that i love you, because if not, im really not as good at this whole thing as i thought i was, and u know i have a reputation to uphold. i did, i do, and i always will. this whole situation has made me realize that.
trust me, i swear on my life, if anyone else would have done that to me, with the exception of like three other guys, we would never speak again. and like i said, two days ago, i was still thinking that was fine. but i think about u too much, weve been friends for too long that i cant go an hour without somthing reminding me of somthing we did or laughed about with alex and kyle and everyone.
im glad u realize what u did was a mistake, and that ur sorry for it. because im the kind of person thats so soft, they will pretty much forgive anyone for anything as long as they apoligize.
speaking of which, i apoligize that this is so long, as i know u have a busy week. so do i. so i will hurry and finish this.
i hope this clears everything up, and u understand that me writing that was not a slap in your or sammys face, it was a way to make my life easier so i didnt have to cry six times a day when people asked me why i was upset.
oh, and congradulations, as u know, ive dated a lot of boys, and ive been in a lot of shitty situations, but this is by far the worst. oh, and u can add ur name to the list along with the ONLY other boy to make me cry. ha ha. (i dont cry, but i did then, so PROBUBLY dont tell people)
hope ur week eases up a bit. stress is a mother fucker.
bye."
Ridiculous.
"Hey.
I've said it ever since the morning after, I'm sorry and theres no problem with me being friends with you again. I HONESTLY did not know you felt that way. Stacy, you are a flirt, theres no getting around it, its not a bad thing but its a fact. Therefore, when you flirt with a couple other guys at your party and you send out mysapce messages saying "I'm alone in a house come sleep with me", how am I supposed to distinguish that between you actually flirting with me because you like me? I didn't know you loved me, I didn't even know you felt this strongly about me. I made a mistake, I was selfish because I was in the fuck-everyone-else mentality at the time, but looking back, yeah, it was an asshole move.
One thing that bothered me was the whole posting up blog entries talking about it only to have all your friends who have never met me and who definatly DO NOT know me bashing me and Sammy. If anything this is between us three, not us three and all of your myspace friends.
Regardless, I accept your apology back. I'm in the middle of a busy week but I'll give it my best shot to give you a call tomorrow evening when I'm not studying.
-Stash"
She replied with blah blah blah:
"the myspace thing happened for one reason. (firt of all, i only have close friends on myspace, so it wasnt like people who didnt know u hated you, and obviously all of my close friends, or anyone who has ever even TALKED to me has heard of u at one point or another, because u are important to me). my friends were all wondering why i was upset (obviously, becuase thats not my natural state) and i didnt want to tell everyone. so i basically summed it up as i saw it, (remember that neither of u bothered to tell me ur side of the story, not that i really would have beleived it at the time). it upset me to talk about it, so i wrote it. i didnt brag on ur page or sammys, and i didnt post bullitens saying "COME READ MY BLOG COME READ MY BLOG!!!"
thats dumb, u know im more mature than that. so i hope that explained that.
i think u alwys knew how i felt.weather u want to admit it or not. u had to know i cared about you, cause girls like me, (and yes, we know what kind of a girl i am, the boy liking kind) are pretty much, out of sight, out of mind kind of people. if i dont see people, i dont care. i see zack, and have my little flings with zack when hes here, or when i go there. otherwise, we dont really talk. i dont call him, he doesnt call me. we see each other a couple times a month, and other than that, its fun and games. if i really care about someone and love them like i do you, then ill make a point of seeing them, and calling them, and wanting to visit them.
which by the way, i was at mizzou for three days and really wanted to call u and visit, but didnt. thats why this whole " not being friends with you ever again" really isnt working out for me. and i dont know how ur happy there, its a very small place, and the people are no where near as cool as me and the guys ever were.
back to what i was saying, i really do hope u knew before then that i love you, because if not, im really not as good at this whole thing as i thought i was, and u know i have a reputation to uphold. i did, i do, and i always will. this whole situation has made me realize that.
trust me, i swear on my life, if anyone else would have done that to me, with the exception of like three other guys, we would never speak again. and like i said, two days ago, i was still thinking that was fine. but i think about u too much, weve been friends for too long that i cant go an hour without somthing reminding me of somthing we did or laughed about with alex and kyle and everyone.
im glad u realize what u did was a mistake, and that ur sorry for it. because im the kind of person thats so soft, they will pretty much forgive anyone for anything as long as they apoligize.
speaking of which, i apoligize that this is so long, as i know u have a busy week. so do i. so i will hurry and finish this.
i hope this clears everything up, and u understand that me writing that was not a slap in your or sammys face, it was a way to make my life easier so i didnt have to cry six times a day when people asked me why i was upset.
oh, and congradulations, as u know, ive dated a lot of boys, and ive been in a lot of shitty situations, but this is by far the worst. oh, and u can add ur name to the list along with the ONLY other boy to make me cry. ha ha. (i dont cry, but i did then, so PROBUBLY dont tell people)
hope ur week eases up a bit. stress is a mother fucker.
bye."
Ridiculous.