WooHoo!
OK... Today is Tuesday so like always, I did nothing but sit around the house, run a few errands, and watch TV.
Talked to Josh today for 34 minutes...Total talk time since I left Monday morning is now at 4 hours and 55 minutes, give or take. I am 100% sure I am going to Austin on Sunday and staying till monday. I just have to do inventory at the club sometime before we open on Wednesday.
I wish I could type everything I am feeling now but I have so much rushing through my head that I can't stop on a single subject. The guy literally blows me away with each conversation. So caring, tender, honest...Its too good to be true.
One of the main things I like about him is that he is crazy. Not in the bad way but the totally cute way. Like how he will just bust into song out of nowhere. Or, like me, random thoughts just come to his mind. I know he really has issues with the distance thing but I told him tonight that if he ever wanted/needed to see me I would gladly make the hour drive.
We discussed what are current goals are and he told me that right now, he is focused on mending some old friendships and getting to know me a lot better. We both hate talking on the phone but in the meantime, it is feeding our craving. I told him that I think it is good that we don't live in the same area because I am scared of being around him too much and either loosing interest. The distance allows us to be together if we need to, but far enough to live our own lives while working on "us", whatever that is. Plus, if you don't have distance, you can't miss the person.
"US" is exactly that. Nothing set in stone. I guess we are in the "seeing each other" phase, which is a good phase to be in. I so want to be laying beside him watching him sleep, or cuddled into his arms. Cuddling...He is good at that. Did I mention the complements? Every phone conversation starts with "Hello, Beautiful". *MELT*
I have, without a doubt, fallen for this boy...Lets see how far it goes...
Talked to Josh today for 34 minutes...Total talk time since I left Monday morning is now at 4 hours and 55 minutes, give or take. I am 100% sure I am going to Austin on Sunday and staying till monday. I just have to do inventory at the club sometime before we open on Wednesday.
I wish I could type everything I am feeling now but I have so much rushing through my head that I can't stop on a single subject. The guy literally blows me away with each conversation. So caring, tender, honest...Its too good to be true.
One of the main things I like about him is that he is crazy. Not in the bad way but the totally cute way. Like how he will just bust into song out of nowhere. Or, like me, random thoughts just come to his mind. I know he really has issues with the distance thing but I told him tonight that if he ever wanted/needed to see me I would gladly make the hour drive.
We discussed what are current goals are and he told me that right now, he is focused on mending some old friendships and getting to know me a lot better. We both hate talking on the phone but in the meantime, it is feeding our craving. I told him that I think it is good that we don't live in the same area because I am scared of being around him too much and either loosing interest. The distance allows us to be together if we need to, but far enough to live our own lives while working on "us", whatever that is. Plus, if you don't have distance, you can't miss the person.
"US" is exactly that. Nothing set in stone. I guess we are in the "seeing each other" phase, which is a good phase to be in. I so want to be laying beside him watching him sleep, or cuddled into his arms. Cuddling...He is good at that. Did I mention the complements? Every phone conversation starts with "Hello, Beautiful". *MELT*
I have, without a doubt, fallen for this boy...Lets see how far it goes...