Mar 17, 2004 16:53
Man today sucked! Everybody is talking about how excited they are to go to prom soon and what not and I dunno I am starting to feel different. I was all excited about going because I was getting to go with Ashley, but lately I just don't care. Everybody is all like hey you gotta go to prom and I'm just not sure. Then I've got all this other bullshit going on.... uggghh. Then if I do end up going I'm going to end up going with a big group which is cool, but there is a certain two of them who I can't even stand seeing together it just bugs me. I mean I love my friends and I want to go have fun, but really all I care about is the after party. I got asked to Junior Prom by two people already and I think I might just meet up with them at some parties afterwards. Plus I'm afraid if I go to prom I'm going to start some drama and I hate drama. I know I'll get mad at one person inpaticular and I don't want to be mad. Plus being around all of those happy people when I'm not really happy will just make me feel worse. And thats the thing I don't want the most.