Saturday Nights Alright for Fighting Saturday Nights Alright

Mar 06, 2004 11:59

This weekend has been good and bad for me. I've had some good things happen like I asked the most beautiful girl in the world to prom... she said yes if she decides to go. I was so excited! I was so jumpy that whole night I was super hyper b/c I was so happy. Then I talked to my parents about college and their going to pay for a dorm and everything and that made me happy. And then I'm sad b/c eventhough all of these good things are happening to me I can't be happy b/c I'm too angry and the more I'm around, or talk to, or even hear about a certain person the more angry I get. And for some reason I feel as though I must hide it so I am not in the wrong by causing more controversey between friends, but in doing that it just builds up.

Why do you feel the need to use people like you do? I don't act as though I mad but I am. I think I've been mad subcosciencely for a long time. You used a friend of mine and then just left and ever since then I couldn't even look that friend in the face. I think I've been mad about that for a long time, and just recently you have done almost the same thing to another friend and there is no way in the world I'm letting you take anymore people from me. From now on you need to watch what you say around me because if you say the wrong thing I'm going to snap and I won't know what I'm going to do if I snap, and that scares me but I'm beyond the point of being scared because there is no way your taking another friend away.
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