Happy is good!
Today I am happy! Yeah I know that sounds shocking. I came home to learn that I my parents were just being asses to me the other day and trying to scare me into going to see some conselor. They told me if I didn't go I would have to go to Boys Haven but they called them so I thought they were serious. And there was no way I was going because thea last one they made me go to put me on these anti-depressants like 120mg which is so much and the fucking pills look like horse pills. Thats why I've been acting like quiet and shit lately they make me feel like shit. But I'm glad they scared me by calling the place. It made me realize how much my friends and every second that I spend with my friends really counts for so much. And I also figured out that I don't have to go to Ten Broeck! My parents were so convinced I smoked they were trying to get me to go through a group rehab program but since my test came out negative their insurance won't pay for it. So thats another awesome plus. And tomorrow I suppose to hangout with Ashely who is like the most awesome person in the world. We haven't hung out in so long and I miss her so much so I can't wait I hope we get to hangout. Ohh man I'm so excited my life went from shit to all good. And now Ern is my new little sister we decided that since I don't have a little sis she could be mine. I love her I treat her like she is my little sis any way. There is one thing bothering me though, its prom. With all this talk of who's taking who. It got me thinking.... there is only one person at our school who I would want to go with. So you know I should just ask her. But I can't. I'm not nervous around her or anything... well a little but I just feel like wierd. But I'm going to suck it up and ask her cause if she says no then there isn't anyone else I want to go with. You think I should just give it a shot? Plus I got to get a really HOT tux so that way I can go alone but I'll leave with somebody.HAHAHA yeah right! Oh yeah last and not least. Sam, I want to thank you so much for your post on my last entry. You have no idea how much of a friend you are for what you said. I love you and I just really don't know how else to thank you. YAY I'm happy!!! I like this emotion I got to start feeling like this more often!