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So, time to begin posting I think.
Learn to self-control yourself for godsake. Not to depend on anyone, not to expect anything from anyone. Whatever you think they owe you. You're fucking miserable, your life is one big dissapoitment.
And the reason is you, as always. Not their fault, really. Your.
So just stop. You'll be fine on your own. Don't be scared to be alone. Learn to be lonely. It isn't good, but isn't bad either if you come to think about it. It is necessary for sure.
Don't make fool out of yourself. They can see right through you when you're like that. See how ugly you are, how disgusting. Not your self-builded image of someone you only wanted to be.
Stop it, they mustn't see. They don't want to.
Learn to self-control yourself for godsake. Not to depend on anyone, not to expect anything from anyone. Whatever you think they owe you. You're fucking miserable, your life is one big dissapoitment.
And the reason is you, as always. Not their fault, really. Your.
So just stop. You'll be fine on your own. Don't be scared to be alone. Learn to be lonely. It isn't good, but isn't bad either if you come to think about it. It is necessary for sure.
Don't make fool out of yourself. They can see right through you when you're like that. See how ugly you are, how disgusting. Not your self-builded image of someone you only wanted to be.
Stop it, they mustn't see. They don't want to.