im sitting on wet.
so reading back every entry of this journal i noticed one thing, i dont really play with jocelyn anymore.
Counting, ive been with her- ok estimate of no more than 8 times this whole summer. maybe thats alot for some but not for us, normally.
i think we may be just growing out of one another... really i dont know. maybe its nothing. i just dont see her like ever anymore. maybe its my fault... yet again i dont really do much, like once ina great while ill do something.
ANYWAY
Jamies back now which is tiiiiiight. were getting jobs at YaYas and we have this special car thing going.. hootEhoo!
and hopefully ill see her tomorrow
Well its late, and im gonna go downstairs watch some tV, see ya.
but first, this guy.. haha all i had to do was IM him to see if he would respond cause jamie wanted me to so i did and all i said was.. ok maybe it was something obnoxious but NOT REALLy and he started saying... i was an idiot and then i said he was and then..
Beans 7 2004: me
Beans 7 2004: ha
Beans 7 2004: go away
Beans 7 2004: douche bag
nSydi: aha um yeah.. douche was cool like a year ago
Beans 7 2004: ya
Beans 7 2004: still is fag boy
nSydi: maybe its being out of school or going to mackinaw, they always were behind
Beans 7 2004: how the fuck u know htat
Beans 7 2004: actually
Beans 7 2004: fuckface
nSydi: haha
Beans 7 2004: mackinaw harder then normaly
Beans 7 2004: n ppl like u
Beans 7 2004: dont know shtia bout it
Beans 7 2004: ud fail mackinaw
nSydi: yes continue insulting me with your kiddy names
Beans 7 2004: cuz ur a loser and wudnt last
Beans 7 2004: kiddy im older n smarter then ur bitch ass
Beans 7 2004: so what
nSydi: yeah cause mackinaw isnt for dropouts and pregnant whores (minus lindsay)
nSydi: and losers like yourself
Beans 7 2004: do u go there
Beans 7 2004: ?
Beans 7 2004: no
Beans 7 2004: so u dont know
nSydi: do i want to, no
Beans 7 2004: haha u keep thinkin that
Beans 7 2004: thats y 3 ppl there got top honor scholarships but there losers ehh
Beans 7 2004: ok
Beans 7 2004: but ur 15 ur old ass knows all dont ya
nSydi: gosh you could have made this a lot easier if you wernt such a loser and had to bust out with a bag full of gay beans
Beans 7 2004: ya
Beans 7 2004: nice insult with my sn
Beans 7 2004: fuckin fag
Beans 7 2004: fuck off
nSydi: no im a 15 yr old ass who has common sense
Beans 7 2004: sydni guerra ncie one
Beans 7 2004: ya
nSydi: ill go fuck off when you grow up
Beans 7 2004: u a 15yr old slut with no smarts n nothin
nSydi: yeah looking at my directory
Beans 7 2004: no
Beans 7 2004: is it in there
Beans 7 2004: lol
Beans 7 2004: didnt know
Beans 7 2004: lol
nSydi: lol yeah yeah it is moron
Beans 7 2004: im good
nSydi: yeah im sure you are
Beans 7 2004: is all
Beans 7 2004: ok
Beans 7 2004: think what u want
Beans 7 2004: i know how i got it
nSydi: haha you have got to be the most immature 19 yr old i have ever come across
seriously, sorry for thinking i was smarter than you, i didnt know, really.
Counting, ive been with her- ok estimate of no more than 8 times this whole summer. maybe thats alot for some but not for us, normally.
i think we may be just growing out of one another... really i dont know. maybe its nothing. i just dont see her like ever anymore. maybe its my fault... yet again i dont really do much, like once ina great while ill do something.
ANYWAY
Jamies back now which is tiiiiiight. were getting jobs at YaYas and we have this special car thing going.. hootEhoo!
and hopefully ill see her tomorrow
Well its late, and im gonna go downstairs watch some tV, see ya.
but first, this guy.. haha all i had to do was IM him to see if he would respond cause jamie wanted me to so i did and all i said was.. ok maybe it was something obnoxious but NOT REALLy and he started saying... i was an idiot and then i said he was and then..
Beans 7 2004: me
Beans 7 2004: ha
Beans 7 2004: go away
Beans 7 2004: douche bag
nSydi: aha um yeah.. douche was cool like a year ago
Beans 7 2004: ya
Beans 7 2004: still is fag boy
nSydi: maybe its being out of school or going to mackinaw, they always were behind
Beans 7 2004: how the fuck u know htat
Beans 7 2004: actually
Beans 7 2004: fuckface
nSydi: haha
Beans 7 2004: mackinaw harder then normaly
Beans 7 2004: n ppl like u
Beans 7 2004: dont know shtia bout it
Beans 7 2004: ud fail mackinaw
nSydi: yes continue insulting me with your kiddy names
Beans 7 2004: cuz ur a loser and wudnt last
Beans 7 2004: kiddy im older n smarter then ur bitch ass
Beans 7 2004: so what
nSydi: yeah cause mackinaw isnt for dropouts and pregnant whores (minus lindsay)
nSydi: and losers like yourself
Beans 7 2004: do u go there
Beans 7 2004: ?
Beans 7 2004: no
Beans 7 2004: so u dont know
nSydi: do i want to, no
Beans 7 2004: haha u keep thinkin that
Beans 7 2004: thats y 3 ppl there got top honor scholarships but there losers ehh
Beans 7 2004: ok
Beans 7 2004: but ur 15 ur old ass knows all dont ya
nSydi: gosh you could have made this a lot easier if you wernt such a loser and had to bust out with a bag full of gay beans
Beans 7 2004: ya
Beans 7 2004: nice insult with my sn
Beans 7 2004: fuckin fag
Beans 7 2004: fuck off
nSydi: no im a 15 yr old ass who has common sense
Beans 7 2004: sydni guerra ncie one
Beans 7 2004: ya
nSydi: ill go fuck off when you grow up
Beans 7 2004: u a 15yr old slut with no smarts n nothin
nSydi: yeah looking at my directory
Beans 7 2004: no
Beans 7 2004: is it in there
Beans 7 2004: lol
Beans 7 2004: didnt know
Beans 7 2004: lol
nSydi: lol yeah yeah it is moron
Beans 7 2004: im good
nSydi: yeah im sure you are
Beans 7 2004: is all
Beans 7 2004: ok
Beans 7 2004: think what u want
Beans 7 2004: i know how i got it
nSydi: haha you have got to be the most immature 19 yr old i have ever come across
seriously, sorry for thinking i was smarter than you, i didnt know, really.