Jul 11, 2004 02:05
Well yesterday i had drivers training at 7 .. i woke up and speckle wasnt around but i didnt think much of it. Went to class, mom picked me up, came home, was going to go back to bed but mom and fat were going some where and i had to stay up in case this guy called about the pool. So i went upstairs and watched TV but i thought about speckle and noticed he wasnt in the room with me looking out the big glass door like he normally does every morning, or even sitting on his green spin chair near the other window...
Thinking that it was too odd for my comfort i started looking for him in the house, i looked EVERY WHERE. I looked in all the spots he usually goes and then some. I didnt look outside though cause hes never even been on grass let alone off of my porch, not even that cause ive only taken him outside less than 8 times since weve had him, which was since New Years Day. I wasnt sure what to do at the time so i made soup.. lol? yeah my solution to not finding my cat is making soup to calm me i guess.
Well mom and fat came home so i was going back to bed. The first thing i do is look at the foot of my bed cause hes usually there, or open the door carefully cause he sometimes will be by the door and meow which would indicate he needs his food bowl filled. None of that was true nor necessary. I tried not to think much of it cause driving with Mr.Noble is enough stress for one day. I woke up around 130 and was ready by 2 so i was leaving for range, but before i left Kenny came down and pissed me off by saying, " Syd, wheres your cat we cant find him? ". I could have kicked her in the face and threw her against the plastered wall, but i strained myself from busting a hole in the wall.
Friday i drove with Hailey from Nouvel and Eric Lydy or whatever. Hes not that bad, friendly and nice. I guess i should have got to knowing him before not really liking him, sorry. Oh but hes quite the horrid driver no offense. I think i did really good though, i even got a few good jobs from Noble which is super uncommon, and one from Eric. I guess i missed a day of after class range which i was totally unaware of. Not good at all.
Well when i got home everyone was asking where Speckle was and of course i got really upset and wanted to eat some faces off. We went to Davison at like 5 or so i think.
Mom, Fat, Alex, Alyssa, Makenzie, Chavo, Nathanial, Melissa, Staci, Jorge, and myself all went. It wasnt that bad i guess, weve got this membership for like a lifetime and then some so i plan to take some people for a visit there over a weekend with Staci and Jorge i think. Sounds fun huh? very.
Got home around 11 or 12 i cant remember, no sign of my cat. To make things worse Pete was here eating my pizza, wanted to shoot him in the leg and then pour a bag of sault into the wound while telling him no girl under 30 will ever have sex with him unintoxicated, stupid fag.
Well i went to bed in a sad mood. Today my family left for Battle Creek at like noon i think. They wont be back until sometime tomorrow, or today if were being cool with time.
So i woke up at 2... Jamie came over around 4 and then Tom came over around 5 i think... then jamies statutory rape bf, as hollie cool pants might say, came over as well. And of course staci was here and the dog of death, Sheila. Shes not that bad, shes just a puppy! Very playfull and smelly. We all just watched Tv i guess. Then jamie and jon left so tomass and i watched a movie i think and some mad tv, hmm it was boring yet good enough to have made my day.
I like tom, hes not too talky but not super duper quiet, not too much of a bad ass nor is he much of a wimp, doesnt complain or brag, isnt rude and obnoxious like most can be. hes quite a catch. he might even be a little weird.. lol
So he left around 10, jamie came back with jon and we left to get somethin to eat, came back hung out and then left after 12.
Staci and i looked for my cat some, no sign.
I dont know what to do, im so stressed i feel like dying. I cant find him anywhere and hes not an outdoor cat! What if hes dead?!?!?!?! i would kill myself, im not going to be the same until his return, and i know it sounds super corny but that cat is my pride. He is so smart, and he doesnt take well to strangers but he loves me and i love him. Hes just the cutest thing i have ever owned, hes only a year old and hes genius! i dont even know how to explain it, hes just perfect and if he were a real boy id marry him. Even though hes got a sack that could take out an army i still love him to pieces.
I talked to the real Ryan Clarey today, hes turned into the sweetest guy. he made me feel some what better.
I named my cat after him cause when i got kitty he was like my favorite person and i wanted to do him on a rainy day in california. And because if i hadnt met him i would have probably killed myself during the time of my ever so dramatic "relationship with ddr". He was the life saver<3
ok nick keeps saying my cat is dead and im about to eat his face off and send it to his mother via fedex. you asshole
Well its about 330 and im thirsty and ive still got ranch dorrito breath so im going to start preparing myself for the loneliest night of sleep ive had in a long time.
Adios, and Ryan Speckle Clarey, if for some incredibly odd reason you are perhaps reading this or having it read to you.. i miss you and your everything else. Your food and water bowl is full for you and im going to clean your litter box first thing when i wake up, come home lovey.. please.
PS: to the big ryan clarey, thanks so much kido