i dont know why but today was the first time in super fucking long i cried about what happened between me, brendan and susan. i totally wish for them to be happy, it isnt that i wish ill on them or anything. in all honesty i dont even know why i cried. but......
what ever happened to this.....?
im glad meg didnt start talking to me, all we would have talked about was brendan.
all i wanna hear is one thing, that the juice was worth the squeeze.
thank you brendan and susan. you helped make the circle complete. both of you would be proud of me and what i have become. i'll keep going, staying focused and becoming better, to prove that what you taught me wasn't in vain.
this will be my last lj post. i think its time to close this chapter of my life.
-Luis