Intricate paths of uter nothingness...
This is my first entry, WoOt WoOt!
It is odd how life works out. No matter how hard you try for something to remain the same everything changes. Lately I've been thinking about the past alot, and it's not that I want to things just kind of pop in my head at the randomist times. I actually was talking to an old friend yesterday and he said it was strange because he was thinking about me but the strange part is I was thinking about him, and I just made up some bullshit excuse about why I needed to talk to him, well actually it wasnt a bullshit excuse bc I did need the information. Coincidence...I think not! But seriously what does life really mean... we go through the same routines day by day except for variations in where we go and the people we meet. I personally love my life and wouldnt change it for anything but the fact is everything changes but at the same time it remains consistent.
Nervouseness about a certain something is still lurking and needs to diminish. He brings it up and yet I know we should talk about it but after so much talking the only thing left to do is to wait. Gummy Bears would be nice right now.
Process in Sunday, hopefully it wont be as bad as I think, debating on going by myself, I dont want people to have to wait around on me plus other people I know will be there already so I dont really need anyone to ride down there with me.
This will be my last season, Im all about meeting new people and having new experiences and after two summers I think it will be time to move on, everyone else is about reliving great experiences, but what happens when one day the new experience doesnt quite compare to the old. I met alot of great people last summer whome some of which I never will see again but thats life, you have to deal and move on...
It is odd how life works out. No matter how hard you try for something to remain the same everything changes. Lately I've been thinking about the past alot, and it's not that I want to things just kind of pop in my head at the randomist times. I actually was talking to an old friend yesterday and he said it was strange because he was thinking about me but the strange part is I was thinking about him, and I just made up some bullshit excuse about why I needed to talk to him, well actually it wasnt a bullshit excuse bc I did need the information. Coincidence...I think not! But seriously what does life really mean... we go through the same routines day by day except for variations in where we go and the people we meet. I personally love my life and wouldnt change it for anything but the fact is everything changes but at the same time it remains consistent.
Nervouseness about a certain something is still lurking and needs to diminish. He brings it up and yet I know we should talk about it but after so much talking the only thing left to do is to wait. Gummy Bears would be nice right now.
Process in Sunday, hopefully it wont be as bad as I think, debating on going by myself, I dont want people to have to wait around on me plus other people I know will be there already so I dont really need anyone to ride down there with me.
This will be my last season, Im all about meeting new people and having new experiences and after two summers I think it will be time to move on, everyone else is about reliving great experiences, but what happens when one day the new experience doesnt quite compare to the old. I met alot of great people last summer whome some of which I never will see again but thats life, you have to deal and move on...