im falling from the ceiling and you're falling from the sky, now and then

Feb 27, 2004 17:04

it's amazing how different people see you in different ways. This week alone I was propsitioned by a man - who was 39 years old, with a child and a wife.....now what could this man want from me...huh? a nice big piece of ass!!! and not a few days later i was told that i was "long term reletionship" material. i mean, how is that possible. I don't act any differently around either of these people...so how is it that they both see me so differently. one of the two is a good friend, so he knows me real well...but still..i don't see how i can be on one extreme and the other. poo-poo-poo!

i really need to get a computer that has wi-fi....this 30 cents a minute shit is killing me.

we all have so many walls up. this world is so fucked up. we spend so much time sifting through assholes and bitches to find someone that makes us tick - but in the process of doing this we end up putting up all these fucking walls up for that one special person to tear down! why is that? why cant people just be honest and stop being scared or guarded? i do it too..... what makes us do this? and where do all these rules come from? all these rules and circumstances to deal with.....fuck it! just stop it all and move ahead. we make everything so complicated....when it's really not and dosen't have to be. all these excuses - thats all they are.

what more could i ask for today? the diary of jay-z was on mtv! he works above this bar by my house....i need to go start hanging out there...but first i need to have beyonce knowles murdered...and start smoking weed....and become a model.

you know you are in ny when you see a mother and son get arrested on the corner of 86th and 3rd for fighting with someone over a parking space! idiots.

i miss my friends so bad.
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