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I wanted to go to bed cuz I really need to, but I really have to vent or I'll be laying awake thinking about it.
I got into some inane argument at Superdickery and some person accused me of basically being "Queen Shit" which is the second time this has happened and I'm like "Am I really a snot who think's she's better than everyone?"
And I'm like, "What am I doing, I'm feeling bad because of what someone on the INTERNET said. They do not fucking know the first thing about me."
And this happens all the time.
So I'm taking a break from SD. It's like, I can't even type without feeling petty or whatever. Most of them are cool, but there are these jerks that float around and...
I spend too much time on the Internet anyway. Talking about COMICS. I need to cut down. Like an addict, I need to...cut myself off. This is all so freaking juvenile.
Maybe I should go away from SD forever. Limit myself to shane's board, BSR and scans_daily. Because I always feel so small. On there.
It's like...comics, really? It fills a void in me, I guess, the internet.
My beloved, John, he broke up with his gf. I can move in now. I don't want to be rebound girl, so I'm waiting at least a week before I ask. And if he says no, I'll lose my only friend. But I'm so tired of using comics to substitute for a life. If I have some affection, someone who honest to god thinks I'm pretty and hot and cool...will that help? Or is that unhealthy?
Jesus Christ, I'm letting an argument with SHIRKIE make me examine my life all teenage girl angstily.
Yeah, I really should get away with SD.
Or maybe I'm PMSing.
Though according to some study, PMS isn't real.
Where will I get excuses for my mood swings now?
I got into some inane argument at Superdickery and some person accused me of basically being "Queen Shit" which is the second time this has happened and I'm like "Am I really a snot who think's she's better than everyone?"
And I'm like, "What am I doing, I'm feeling bad because of what someone on the INTERNET said. They do not fucking know the first thing about me."
And this happens all the time.
So I'm taking a break from SD. It's like, I can't even type without feeling petty or whatever. Most of them are cool, but there are these jerks that float around and...
I spend too much time on the Internet anyway. Talking about COMICS. I need to cut down. Like an addict, I need to...cut myself off. This is all so freaking juvenile.
Maybe I should go away from SD forever. Limit myself to shane's board, BSR and scans_daily. Because I always feel so small. On there.
It's like...comics, really? It fills a void in me, I guess, the internet.
My beloved, John, he broke up with his gf. I can move in now. I don't want to be rebound girl, so I'm waiting at least a week before I ask. And if he says no, I'll lose my only friend. But I'm so tired of using comics to substitute for a life. If I have some affection, someone who honest to god thinks I'm pretty and hot and cool...will that help? Or is that unhealthy?
Jesus Christ, I'm letting an argument with SHIRKIE make me examine my life all teenage girl angstily.
Yeah, I really should get away with SD.
Or maybe I'm PMSing.
Though according to some study, PMS isn't real.
Where will I get excuses for my mood swings now?