In The Wake Of This Pain
Today has been decent to say the least. Thanks to my mom I didn't get to sleep in like I had planned because she scheduled a dentist appointment for me at 8 in the morning. The appointment went pretty quick. I also had to pay my power bill, which I lowered by nearly 50 bones
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I hope when you get this, you will call me. I don't know where to begin. Maybe with the simple fact of that this past week has been incredibly awesome hanging out with you. I remember you telling me that you had a journal on here, and I had come here this morning to show my friends a picture of you, hoping it would be on here. I have went on and on to my friends about how I met this amazingly wonderful guy and came across alot more than what I had expected. Our talk on Thursday night, most of the stuff I had read, was said, but there were a lot of little things you didnt to tell me. Please, don't think I am mad. I'm just crying right now, actually squalling.... just reading most of your journal entries and thinking that if you had the balls to come pick me up off of that stupid field at Little Big Horn, you wouldnt be going through what youre going through, or went through, I dont know. I do remember someone walking up to me asking me if I was alright, and just think, if it was you. Kurt, the Peanut Festival was so awesome. I talk about that rose all the time. A few weeks ago, I started to feel the same way. I even wrote this stupid thing in my journal how I never thought I was going to find anyone who wanted to give two shits about me, and you came along. I have never had anyone win anything for me at any kind of fair, care about the fact i was going to throw up everywhere, even accept the stuff that I have been through. So far, you do. After I read a good chunck of your entries, and hoping you dont mind, I didn't know how to react at all. I got so scared. I told you I've lost my mother, and I don't remember anything about her. Now, I've met you and I don't want to lose you either. I know we've just met, but I hope this entry shows you that I do care about you, and want to get to know so much more of you. Ever since, I haven't stopped thinking of you, but we do need to sit down and have a talk. I hope you had fun at work, and hopefully, I will see you Saturday. I will call you, because I am not about to post my phone number on this thing. Oh yeah, if you come see me, don't forget to BioSilk youre hair before you leave! --Erin
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