You can go home again. watch out.
I am working at Comic Quest again. This feels like settling, but I don't think it is. I'm still going to school to learn a trade, so technically I'm still doing more then I was doing.
I guess the thing that concerns me most about this is the fact that the end of my time working at CQ is associated for me with the worst depths of my own self-loathing. Just being there on the clock today, I felt it a little bit, like some kind of historical echo of Dans of yore. It's something I'll need to remind myself regularly not to fall into. The ghost of some angry, weepy old Dan who hates himself and me still hangs out there. It's just a thing to be mindful of. Demons ain't gonna exorcise themselves.
I guess the thing that concerns me most about this is the fact that the end of my time working at CQ is associated for me with the worst depths of my own self-loathing. Just being there on the clock today, I felt it a little bit, like some kind of historical echo of Dans of yore. It's something I'll need to remind myself regularly not to fall into. The ghost of some angry, weepy old Dan who hates himself and me still hangs out there. It's just a thing to be mindful of. Demons ain't gonna exorcise themselves.