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[neverlooknback]

wow so this past week has been amazing. not in a good way though. so much shit happend but im okay and my friends are okay and my family and everyone in this house will hopefully be okay. ive been feeling really alone and unwanted lately by everyone so i backed off and its hard but im not with some poeple as much anymore. so hopefully everything will be fine on monday and if not then more room for me to start working harder at school. which by the way i have been and i passed allllll my classes!! and right now my lowest grade is an 87. i love it. anywhoo, i went to the docters today for something and i ended up talking to them about me getting back my perscription to adderall. no, im not going to use it to get fucked up, it really helps me stay focused. so i walk out into the waiting room with the paper in my hand and after i tlaked to the front desk and gave them all my insurence crap my mom asked what was in my hand and i said oh yea im getting back on adderall.. this is my perscription. she thinks im going to sell it. thats the 1st thing she stated. the we got into this shitty fight. but thats fine. i know the truth now.

i hate when people underestimate me....

i am glad all this happend this week because it did make me realize how precious time is. we dont have alot of time here so appriciate every second of your life, and make the best of it because you dont know when its over.