Who knows
Last night was fun. Me, Coy, Nina, and Marvin went to Howell and got pizza, came back and watched a movie and turned in pretttttty early considering we had to wake up at 630 this morning for the ACT. I'm not sure where life is going anymore. I took the ACT today and totally bombed it. I know that it is my last chance to prove how smart I am before I go to college and I disapointed myself so badly. I could not concentrate, and ended up just guessing on most of them. I have a horrible work ethic and I just hate it. Tonight we are all going out to see Saw 3. It should be fun though. I work tomorrow from 1-8 I think. It is mine and Marvin's 5 month anniversary. I hate ruining out plans because I work and stuff, but he is always busy with things too so I guess I shouldn't feel as bad about it. I feel very empty lately. I feel like I am losing friends left and right, I am constantly being made fun of for something, and I feel like I just suck at life. Although I know that is not the truth, I feel that way so badly. This weekend is going by way too fast. I hate only having weekends to spend with Marvin. It goes by so fast. If we could spend a day together in the week it would be better. But we can't because he is too busy with Basketball now, and I am working on the days he is available. Oh well, such is life. I guess that is the way the cookie crumbles.