tonight is the night where we say goodbye & hold back the tears no im sorry this isnt a see u later

[neverletgoagain]

wow. thats basically one one to decribe my life.

you know i thought that loosing your best friend would be really lonely
and you know what.
it is.

but what can you do, sometimes you've just got to walk away and pretend everything okay
theres other people. but there will never be another one like you.
but what can you do. people change.

i offically quit.
thanks to the little test with tyler today. hah
by the way you owe me 20 bucks.

anyways.

people say money makes you happy but it really doesnt
i kind of realized that today at lunch with everyone.
i am so sick of a routine. get in fight/ get money.

its become a habbit where you purpously get in fights jsut to get money.
w/e now im jsut rambling.

i am offically sick of lakeside mall.
the people there are so frekin retarted.

I think we take for granted the friends that we see every single day
because you never know when they might go home and try to kill themselves.
i never new that the last time i would ever see juila was in the library

you never know how bad you miss someone untill they are gone.