Will this rollercoaster come back up?
After everything that has happened and everything we have been through, good and even the bad I can't bring myself to let him go. From what you probably think is that im crazy.. and maybe i am but that is what love, real true love can do to you. it filters through every vein in your body and surrounds your mind with things that sane ppl will never understand. the only person that can understand someone in love is that person. there is no point in trying to reason with anyone because no matter how hard you try and explain it they will never fully understand the extent of the feelings you have for that special person. i know everyone says that they feel their love is different, and i dont doubt that everyone's is, but im not a stupid girl and i dont tend to let things just happen. i like to be in control, but ive learned you cant always be. when your in love you have to let go of that control and just enjoy the feelings, the times you have with one another. im in love with this guy ray.. hes not just any guy but the guy ive fallen completely in love with. i know previous posts have not been the nicest, but even after all the anger ive had when i look into his eyes i melt. i love him and i love him with everything i am. he might be leaving me, and ending what has changed my life forever. i pray to god this is not the end bc i never want me and him to end, he is everything i want and need. god, please help me. god, please help us.