"I Can't Deal With This Crap Anymore."
Well, I am extremely pissed off at my parents right now. They really just need to let me grow up!! I am getting sick and tired of being treated like I am still 11 years old! Now, they changed the password to the net, so I can't get on during the day. I have no flippin' life. They wouldn't even let me go out to dinner with my boyfriend tonight. I know they haven't met him and they want/need to, but Matt's NOT a bad guy and they need to trust me. I know they will judge him before they get to know him because of the way he dresses and acts sometimes. Matt is great and I don't want to loose him! I may end up doing that because of the way my parents are acting over the situation. I just wish I could leave this stupid lil town and NEVER come back!! I am trying to get over all this, but my parents need to let go. I am tired of it now and it needs to come to an end. It sucks because I really can't do anything about it. I am still under their rules and in their house and will be when I turn 18. I know I may have a great life and all, but sometimes I just get sick and tired of it all. I just can't handle all this crap anymore. I am ONLY 17 years old, I should NOT have this much stress in my life. I have no clue what to do or say anymore either. I really can't say anything because my dad would beat me and my mom would never speak to me again. I don't want either of those things to happen, so I keep my mouth shut. I FINALLY found a boyfriend and they can't even trust either one of us. I don't know what to do....*BYES*