I didn't mean to analyze this much
I keep myself together when thinking about college because I hold onto the hope that when it comes I will be older and braver and stronger, when really I'm just terrified that I will still be as insecure and panicked as I am now.
College also makes me question my parents' lives. I do not like doing it.
I've started keeping folders of photos I find that might fit characters in Twilight. I've realized that I am holding onto this book and the relationship it gives me to other people as hard as I've ever held onto anyone.
If you are growing annoyed with my obsessive qualities, please try to accept them in me and let me have this.
Because I have a lot of bad in me, and I see it more every day. And the weird thing is that I like seeing it. Maybe I just feel more real.
College also makes me question my parents' lives. I do not like doing it.
I've started keeping folders of photos I find that might fit characters in Twilight. I've realized that I am holding onto this book and the relationship it gives me to other people as hard as I've ever held onto anyone.
If you are growing annoyed with my obsessive qualities, please try to accept them in me and let me have this.
Because I have a lot of bad in me, and I see it more every day. And the weird thing is that I like seeing it. Maybe I just feel more real.