My name is Matri.
i dunno, stuff has been stupid lately. I've had a thrashing of emotions for the past week, and today i got tired of it, i decided i can't or won't do anything until aaron and bop figure out whats going on. Let them do the work, muahaha...
"Once you realize theres nothing to be sad about, everything gets a lot easier."
-Paige quoting steve, or something
Sometimes i feel like it's my job to make other people happy, just because im almost always content, and i figured that i can't do jack. If a person is sad, it's their decision, i can't really make them change that decision. It really is a decision though... i dunno. I decided a long time ago that i don't give a shit what people think about me, except those people whose opinions matter to me, which isn't very many people. im done talking about this
I was thinking the other day about my memory, and i wondered if any of anything i remember actually happened. Or, if my conciousness right now is just a memory from the future? As i remember things, i look at them differently, with more thought to what my actions did and will do, i wonder if i could look at my conciousness now in the same light? Hindsight is always 20/20, as they say... Who the hell are "they" anyways? ........ AGH! STOP SPYING ON ME!!
What's going on, eh?
THE E-Y-ND!!
"Once you realize theres nothing to be sad about, everything gets a lot easier."
-Paige quoting steve, or something
Sometimes i feel like it's my job to make other people happy, just because im almost always content, and i figured that i can't do jack. If a person is sad, it's their decision, i can't really make them change that decision. It really is a decision though... i dunno. I decided a long time ago that i don't give a shit what people think about me, except those people whose opinions matter to me, which isn't very many people. im done talking about this
I was thinking the other day about my memory, and i wondered if any of anything i remember actually happened. Or, if my conciousness right now is just a memory from the future? As i remember things, i look at them differently, with more thought to what my actions did and will do, i wonder if i could look at my conciousness now in the same light? Hindsight is always 20/20, as they say... Who the hell are "they" anyways? ........ AGH! STOP SPYING ON ME!!
What's going on, eh?
THE E-Y-ND!!