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I guess sometimes I just feel crazy.
crazy as in I postively do not know how I am going to react to anything.
crazy is the word their eyes scream when I make any interaction.
I can't help it mostly. I really can't.
I'm in a consistant terrible mood for no apparent reason.
I lack everything except attitude.
lack concern. lack motivation. lack lacking.
I avoid as much human contact as I can.
mostly just because I will have to explain Myself.
Only certain People I feel good around.
when I am like this.
but I can't demand People's time.
I can't force Them to spend time with me.
I don't want to do that.
[but i wish i could.]
it's not Their fault.
I treat them awfully some times.
I'm sure I will have fun in Chicago.
I hope I have fun in Chicago.
I wish I could just stay in my bed all weekend.
crazy as in I postively do not know how I am going to react to anything.
crazy is the word their eyes scream when I make any interaction.
I can't help it mostly. I really can't.
I'm in a consistant terrible mood for no apparent reason.
I lack everything except attitude.
lack concern. lack motivation. lack lacking.
I avoid as much human contact as I can.
mostly just because I will have to explain Myself.
Only certain People I feel good around.
when I am like this.
but I can't demand People's time.
I can't force Them to spend time with me.
I don't want to do that.
[but i wish i could.]
it's not Their fault.
I treat them awfully some times.
I'm sure I will have fun in Chicago.
I hope I have fun in Chicago.
I wish I could just stay in my bed all weekend.