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[neverheardofher]

 I don't know who i am anymore.
how did this downward spiral happen?
im not a sad person.
am i? i am now.
in general. over the last two years.

ive thought about it all day (+)
i can't help it.
thinking about it.
history always repeats itself.
and i can never help it.

i am as much ashamed as i am worried.