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i've been struggling with this for a while.
this subconscious thing that manifests itself almost daily in my life.
it swims through my brain and resurfaces for air (and acknowledgment) throughout the day.
it burrows in my dreams.
i get it, i know it. but...
every time i get close, i freeze.
i am just unsure.
i mean, im not unsure, but i am unsure of the implications.
i just don't want it to cause an uncomfortable space that wasn't there before.
i hope it wouldn't, but you never know...
and am i sure?
yeah.
im sure im sure.
i just don't like making mistakes.
[who doesn't?]
this subconscious thing that manifests itself almost daily in my life.
it swims through my brain and resurfaces for air (and acknowledgment) throughout the day.
it burrows in my dreams.
i get it, i know it. but...
every time i get close, i freeze.
i am just unsure.
i mean, im not unsure, but i am unsure of the implications.
i just don't want it to cause an uncomfortable space that wasn't there before.
i hope it wouldn't, but you never know...
and am i sure?
yeah.
im sure im sure.
i just don't like making mistakes.
[who doesn't?]