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I hate all of this, my entire family thinks Im a complete failure and that I have no ambition. this morning my mom flipped out on me about the car, I know its putting even more pressure on a single parent but its not like I meant to do it. I dont understand it, everynight I wake up hitting the stone wall again screaming and its gotten to the point where I wish the car hit on my side and I didnt make it because on top of the guilt of getting Sam hurt my mom is telling me that I messed everything up and now she isnt going to have a car and that theres so much that needs to be taken care of and Im not doing anything. She told me Ive been having to much fun and I need to take responsibility when not even a month ago she was beging me to go hangout with people and do things. I dont know what to do.