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I'm bigger than ever before. Oh yeah! for the first time I have a body type that I really have been dreaming about. A kind of thick girl thing going on. BUT I am too tired thats the only thing, and I don't think this thick girl thing is reall cut out for me.
Oh well. so sad. too bad.
gotta go and wear plaid!
My friend says to me "wow, you are so pro-afro" haha. I am so happy to be too. I miss some of my real people in around. In florida it can be lonely. But it has really given me the oppertunitity to grow back into myself a little bit and contend with some of my pains. I don't know. I am so blessed. This is important to realize from time to time.
In anycase. I just think of things, like, damn.
I forgot. oh well. I'm going to sleep.
oh yeah, there is this song out
here's a poem
I woke up this morning and searched for you.
When I couldn't find you I realized
That inside of me I needed me too.
Over and over I analyzed,
The things about me that I carried for long.
Not that I'm crazy or bad or stupid,
But, that I am an imperfect person
Who is just not completely solid.
In the potter's shop is where you'll find me.
Molded through but not yet ready.
Just allow me to keep searching for me,
And I promise you I'll end up steady.
I know that change cannot be bought.
At least I believe this with no doubt.
Yet in the mirror I see a beautiful pot
That's still in the making at the potter's house.
Copyright ©2004 Carmel S. Victor
anyway the song is about leaving a guy for yourself.
I think it's awesome. I wish there were more songs about that b/c the song lyrics i hear lately are crap.
The end.
Night!
Oh well. so sad. too bad.
gotta go and wear plaid!
My friend says to me "wow, you are so pro-afro" haha. I am so happy to be too. I miss some of my real people in around. In florida it can be lonely. But it has really given me the oppertunitity to grow back into myself a little bit and contend with some of my pains. I don't know. I am so blessed. This is important to realize from time to time.
In anycase. I just think of things, like, damn.
I forgot. oh well. I'm going to sleep.
oh yeah, there is this song out
here's a poem
I woke up this morning and searched for you.
When I couldn't find you I realized
That inside of me I needed me too.
Over and over I analyzed,
The things about me that I carried for long.
Not that I'm crazy or bad or stupid,
But, that I am an imperfect person
Who is just not completely solid.
In the potter's shop is where you'll find me.
Molded through but not yet ready.
Just allow me to keep searching for me,
And I promise you I'll end up steady.
I know that change cannot be bought.
At least I believe this with no doubt.
Yet in the mirror I see a beautiful pot
That's still in the making at the potter's house.
Copyright ©2004 Carmel S. Victor
anyway the song is about leaving a guy for yourself.
I think it's awesome. I wish there were more songs about that b/c the song lyrics i hear lately are crap.
The end.
Night!