walk this way..
detached
silver string & tim burton numb.
those are my bones
making friends with death
they are tired and done with this mess
the sky does not look today
exactly how it looked
before.
Just like all of these things are changing.
even before,
it was all changed.
body
lite and loping
fingers rubbery tip tapping
and lungs reminding
like reluctant minds
look what you've done to me (small whisper w/ !, sharp as a tongue. The sound of a woman smoking)
Now everything is moving slower.
Not like the kalidiscope beauty
of nothing/something/everythingness
Flash backs broadcast hourly reminders
of things to miss.
Looking forward to a broken
and blank
screen.
***
I had dreams about not being able to poop last night. They were dreams about the future, they where blue and gray and yellow like my user icon. It was great. I just woke up, I had no idea how late it was, and it was my phone ringing from her phone calling me automaticallu. AI! AI ! AI! haha. what else.
Thats all. Nothing to do this weekend. Not wanting to spend money, feeling pretty stupid for spending money...
The end.
and....
Thank you <3
silver string & tim burton numb.
those are my bones
making friends with death
they are tired and done with this mess
the sky does not look today
exactly how it looked
before.
Just like all of these things are changing.
even before,
it was all changed.
body
lite and loping
fingers rubbery tip tapping
and lungs reminding
like reluctant minds
look what you've done to me (small whisper w/ !, sharp as a tongue. The sound of a woman smoking)
Now everything is moving slower.
Not like the kalidiscope beauty
of nothing/something/everythingness
Flash backs broadcast hourly reminders
of things to miss.
Looking forward to a broken
and blank
screen.
***
I had dreams about not being able to poop last night. They were dreams about the future, they where blue and gray and yellow like my user icon. It was great. I just woke up, I had no idea how late it was, and it was my phone ringing from her phone calling me automaticallu. AI! AI ! AI! haha. what else.
Thats all. Nothing to do this weekend. Not wanting to spend money, feeling pretty stupid for spending money...
The end.
and....
Thank you <3