Nov 16, 2004 19:41
I wish I was smart. it sucks because all my teachers think i'm smart...so when I do bad, they get dissapointed. I'm probaly one of the stupidest people in the school. i can't even spell stupidest. pf. why do we have to live in a world were you can't survive unless your smart. Why was I born with the dumb brain. sigh. oh well. i lose.
i'm really glad drama is starting. Right side RULES.
i looked up all information on the kurtswimer I want. And it only made me want it more. But I know I will never get. I lose.
And I don't know why anybody is my friend. Because apparently I am a two faced bitch. And a horribe person. But the sad thing is I know all this. I know I am a bad friend, and selfish. I lose.
I'm scared of south jersey try outs.
i want some hot chocolate.
I'm scared to get my wisdom teeth out.
I'm scared of college. I know I won't pass my auditions. I can barely handle and suck at select chior class....so how am i supposed to become a professional. I lose.
I can't wait till the weekend...
on a good note jelena took me to get buffalo wings. mmm...happy hour.
mmm me and my mom made monkey bread..it was good..i ate it all. can we say pig?
i lost 2 checks that needed to be cashed. i lose.
i need to go watch gilmore girls and drink hot chocolate.