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so i'm finally starting to feel good again. it's like a thaw, things are coming slowly, and i've not really got as firm a hold on 'happy' as i'd like, but i'm keeping engagements, going out, starting projects, saving money, cleaning my apartment, cooking lush vegan food and sharing it with friends, working out, walking places just to see what the world looks like, petting my cats, and i've slowly started to write again.
all of these things have been on hold for a year, in a foggy kind of stasis. which makes perfect sense, but it's still a remarkable surprise to realize just how lovely the little things a person does every day are.
i don't even feel like it's all about to come crashing down, either. 26 may well be a good year.
all of these things have been on hold for a year, in a foggy kind of stasis. which makes perfect sense, but it's still a remarkable surprise to realize just how lovely the little things a person does every day are.
i don't even feel like it's all about to come crashing down, either. 26 may well be a good year.