I Just Don't!
I saw someone I didn't like in Promenade (WOW WHAT A COINCIDENCE, not) the other day and instantly I felt the strong dislike I held for her. I don't even talk to her, we aren't classmates, we're worlds apart, but it was instant. It's just funny when I think about it. Why don't I like her? I don't even have solid proofs for whatever I can say about her, so I'll use the classic: I just don't.
Having said that, I realized how awful a person I am since I can hate someone for no reason at all, just because. There are times when disliking someone comes so natural to me, I don't even bother wondering exactly why I hate that certain person. With just one look, I can decide whether or not I like that person or not. It's been so natural, I usually don't give it much thought. I hate a person, why? Because I do, that's enough reason for me. It isn't for other people, who usually just say: "She's okay" and give me that look of bafflement. And concerning another person, one of my friends still can't quite grasp why I dislike her. Lol.
Of course, not everyone can feel the same I do, but I do have to say that I strongly believe in my judgements. Sure it may be wrong and rather hypocritical of me, but it works. I can feel if a person and I can be good friends the first time I lay my eyes on them. Sometimes I may be wrong, and most of the time I'm right.
So yeah, just saying. I find it quite amusing, but I don't plan to change it any time soon. I mean, it's not like I'm plastic and fake about my dislike. I'm actually learning how to pretend people I don't like don't exist, which if I learned, would probably do wonders for my temper.
I wonder if there's a wiki How-To article on that. o_O I swear there's just about everything in there. How to be emo, how to appreciate [insert band name/genre of music here], how to create magical systems, how to raise hermit crabs...
I just realized a few days ago, thanks to Xyza, that Demyx is utterly cute.
Having said that, I realized how awful a person I am since I can hate someone for no reason at all, just because. There are times when disliking someone comes so natural to me, I don't even bother wondering exactly why I hate that certain person. With just one look, I can decide whether or not I like that person or not. It's been so natural, I usually don't give it much thought. I hate a person, why? Because I do, that's enough reason for me. It isn't for other people, who usually just say: "She's okay" and give me that look of bafflement. And concerning another person, one of my friends still can't quite grasp why I dislike her. Lol.
Of course, not everyone can feel the same I do, but I do have to say that I strongly believe in my judgements. Sure it may be wrong and rather hypocritical of me, but it works. I can feel if a person and I can be good friends the first time I lay my eyes on them. Sometimes I may be wrong, and most of the time I'm right.
So yeah, just saying. I find it quite amusing, but I don't plan to change it any time soon. I mean, it's not like I'm plastic and fake about my dislike. I'm actually learning how to pretend people I don't like don't exist, which if I learned, would probably do wonders for my temper.
I wonder if there's a wiki How-To article on that. o_O I swear there's just about everything in there. How to be emo, how to appreciate [insert band name/genre of music here], how to create magical systems, how to raise hermit crabs...
I just realized a few days ago, thanks to Xyza, that Demyx is utterly cute.