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this is a really boring looking livejournal but i really don't care..anyway. today was boorriiing as usual. and like NO ONE is online which is really weird..and even more..boring. where are all you people. it's march..lalala. it's kind of funny when i think back to a year ago, and i would have never thought of myself in the position I am in now. I wouldn't have thought that I wouldn't be friends with some of the people I used to be friends with, even if we were REALLY close, it's kind of funny how certain things just break people apart. but I guess you could just call that change. The beginning of the year was a lot different for a lot of people, yet I still couldn't have imagined any of this happening to me 6 months ago. i kind of think of March 1st, 2004 as being the "first day of my life" in a sense..because.. just because. ahh the end of last year was so..just woah. leaving out the fact that i went out with three different guys who were all very..very different, a lot of other shit happened that was like wow. like that week when all those people got called down to mrs. sadler's office..ugh what a horrible week. and then all the stupid draaamaa and retarded shit we have to go through in middle school and then all the fights and then this and that and blah. ooh and then comes the summer wow what a summer and now that i look back at it it wasn't even as special as i kept telling myself it was, especially compared to this last month. january was a pretty fucked up month..a lot of people were pretty fucked uup and that was pretty scary especially seeing myself start being all extremely sad again and then february JESUS CRIST it was so fucking different compared to january because i was all happy and (still am) aand most of my friends were pretty happy too. but i did lose people i didn't want to lose..whatever now i'm just rambling on. THE POINT IS, a lot of shit has changed and i would have never ever seen myself where i am today. okay the end. =]