so fell the daemon
okay so i spent too much money at the bar tonight. shit happens. interestingly enough i can't have a quiet night in cary to drink a beer without running into at least half a dozen people from green hope. i don't mind these people so much but it just seems shitty because i hardly remember them. i treat them as non-entities if the names are heard in passing or if i have to say hello or something to one of them. however, if the motherfuckers sit next to you at the bar and you are somehow suckered into playing darts with them because you are challenged at your sport you must interact. my bad i guess but i would be well to just not drink ever probably. beer and women are why i ever write in this thing. sad and true woe is me blah blah blah. i feel comfortable knowing that mabye two or three people read this now. i will feel far more comfortable when i am the only one reading it. i would probably write more. i could easily change the settings on this journal to keep everyone out of these thoughts but i am either to lazy or i care enough about the people on my friends list not to mind. like i said, lj isn't really the rage or anything. my sister got settled in her new house now and she took her cat back. i miss Monkey terribly. everytime i open the door i expect him to be there and rub against me leg. my sister's roommate was allergic to cats so i thought that we might have monkey longer but my sister took him a week ago. why did he have to be such a wonderful animal. i don't want to live in the US right now. Europe sounds nice. i think i need a college degree first though. i just want to get that out of the way so if anybody wants the piece of paper that says i graduated college they can have it. then maybe i can give them the finger and throw something solid at them before i tell them i don't need their bullshit. lets see...
grow up
go to college
get a job
work for thiry to forty years
hopefully you saved a lot of money
retire when you're old and gray/your body is broken/you're bitter/you've seen too much of what humanity has become
i see no revolutions in my lifetime. we will decay and decay until something dramatic happens. if nothing happens then the USA will simply decay and decay and die while china and india take over the destruction of the earth. not in my lifetime not in my life time
this is it and the internet is not a god. i've never seen so much bullshit as on the internet. what many believe to be a vast wealth of knowledge is really just a whole ton of bullshit. i've never seen so many lies. i trust the BBC more than i trust my government and i believe i will when the democrats take power too. they are all the same. you don't go into politics to change things, you go in for power.
politics = the study of power
what kind of twisted bastard only wants power over his fellow human beings. everyone or just most people i guess. it doesn't matter. either way we give up power. we give up power with persuasion and if we can't be pursuaded we will give up our power at the point of a gun. bull
forever and ever amen
grow up
go to college
get a job
work for thiry to forty years
hopefully you saved a lot of money
retire when you're old and gray/your body is broken/you're bitter/you've seen too much of what humanity has become
i see no revolutions in my lifetime. we will decay and decay until something dramatic happens. if nothing happens then the USA will simply decay and decay and die while china and india take over the destruction of the earth. not in my lifetime not in my life time
this is it and the internet is not a god. i've never seen so much bullshit as on the internet. what many believe to be a vast wealth of knowledge is really just a whole ton of bullshit. i've never seen so many lies. i trust the BBC more than i trust my government and i believe i will when the democrats take power too. they are all the same. you don't go into politics to change things, you go in for power.
politics = the study of power
what kind of twisted bastard only wants power over his fellow human beings. everyone or just most people i guess. it doesn't matter. either way we give up power. we give up power with persuasion and if we can't be pursuaded we will give up our power at the point of a gun. bull
forever and ever amen