May 28, 2006 18:58
today... wow
well ill just start at the begining. today was my moms wedding. to a complete jerk who i cant stand. that sucked then i go tyell ed at by my dad and i think im missing jespers going away party and i dont kno how im going to handle that im going to miss that kid so freaking much.
so to you the one person i would do almost anything for. i dont kno what to think anymore i know how i feel. i thought i knew how you felt i thouht i understood you but i obviosly dont maybe you could explain this to me because i just wanna know whats going on i need to kno i dont kno it just seems like all of a sudden things are just... different and i dont understand why. i need help with this so please explain to me why because i need help i need to know whats going on. please help me understand this.
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