whoa...

Nov 16, 2005 11:40

The most insane thing happened today. This guy who I had a suspicion that he might like me, but then thought no because I don't ever think anyone likes me and no one has EVER said they do and who I had only ever said hi to, in the middle of his speech about suicide told the class he wanted to date me. He said he almost killed himself last night and it was seriously one of the saddest things ever but then he didnt talk to me after class, even when kt was walking slow as molasses so he could catch up and talk to me. He did yell down that he was sorry for embarrassing me, and I said it was okay but I shoulda said something else, I don't want him killing himself and thinking everyone hates him. Plus I think its really cool that he had the guts to do that standing in front of the whole class, I know I never could, Id probably faint, although he looked like he was about to. I thought I was going insane beacuse I wasn't sure if I heard it, or thought maybe I was the only one who did because the class didnt really react at all. Then I had to go take a test which I couldnt even think about and totally failed because I just had to fill in the answers randomly because I couldn't think. Ugh, he shoulda talked to me.
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