Jan 16, 2006 23:35
I don't want pity, people. I just need to vent. Why does everything have to be so deep and analytical? Just let things be as they are. Some things are as they seem. It's as simle as that.
My 2006 does suck so far. I have done things I should regret and I will continue to do them in the future. I am conceited, and think I'm hot shit. Did you know that I'm on a completely different level than all of you inferiors? Well, in case you were wondering, I am so better than you. Loser.
Of course, that's not true; not a word of it. Unless it is, and then you would be part of popular opinion.
Well, either way, I try too hard. Or not enough. God knows I eat and sleep too much.
I crashed the car yesterday morning. I didn't even cry...until I heard how much damage I did. $7,000 worth.
I guess I just needed humbling.
Sorry this doesn't make any sense.
cold, cold water surrounds me now
and all i've got is your hand.
Lord, can you hear me now?
or am i lost?