and it's all downhill from here
an occasional occurance that i have complete control over is no reason to end a friendship. for it if is, where was our friendship in the first place? i am no less of a person, or less of a good & respectable one at that. it's an experiment. in some eyes it is a mistake. i'm sorry our relationship has to end because of a 'mistake', for who doesn't make mistakes? and who are you to pick and choose which friends you'll end relationships with for the same reasons? i hate being singled out for the wrongs i have done when there are plenty around me doing the same things i am, and worse. i may have to go against my word this time. i love you endlessly, never-ever-ever-theless.