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i went to a psychic today she did a quick reading to see if i needed my aura cleansed she was dead on about everything, even told me stuff i wasnt aware of, like the one relationship i still try to hold on to could have been, and should have been a long term love but was ended because of a third party's interference, which i was totally unaware of.
then she told me that the male who just entered my life has the possibility of becoming very positive for me and could be a long term thing, but not unless i get rid of the negative energy clouding me, doesnt matter what i do otherwise, he'll still turn away.... i knew there had to be something up, cause this had become a pattern, guys leaving me for no apparent reason. then she told me it was going to be a thousand dollars to clean my aura and i started to cry. we're going to work out a payment plan. i gave her almost 200 bucks and she gave me bath crystals that i have to take a bath with tonight, then i have to go see her tomorrow and she's going to give me a love candle which will help hide all the negative energy that's surrounding me, because this neagtive energy is already pushing xander away, that's why i feel disconnected to him, and pretty much everyone. so yeah i'm doing this, think it'll be good. she also said id need alot of energy if i was going to suceed this year in school. last year i felt like i hadnt absorbed anything, which she said, 'my mind use to be a sponge, and now it seems i dont absorb anything', which is what i've been saying for three years now. so yeah i'm pretty stoked, not about how much money it's going to take, or time, she said it'll be about 8 weeks or so but whatever, if it'll help me regain my focus and do something with my life i'm down.
then she told me that the male who just entered my life has the possibility of becoming very positive for me and could be a long term thing, but not unless i get rid of the negative energy clouding me, doesnt matter what i do otherwise, he'll still turn away.... i knew there had to be something up, cause this had become a pattern, guys leaving me for no apparent reason. then she told me it was going to be a thousand dollars to clean my aura and i started to cry. we're going to work out a payment plan. i gave her almost 200 bucks and she gave me bath crystals that i have to take a bath with tonight, then i have to go see her tomorrow and she's going to give me a love candle which will help hide all the negative energy that's surrounding me, because this neagtive energy is already pushing xander away, that's why i feel disconnected to him, and pretty much everyone. so yeah i'm doing this, think it'll be good. she also said id need alot of energy if i was going to suceed this year in school. last year i felt like i hadnt absorbed anything, which she said, 'my mind use to be a sponge, and now it seems i dont absorb anything', which is what i've been saying for three years now. so yeah i'm pretty stoked, not about how much money it's going to take, or time, she said it'll be about 8 weeks or so but whatever, if it'll help me regain my focus and do something with my life i'm down.